probably that apologising for yourself thing goes hand in hand with the depression virus, I have spent most of my life believing I had no right to take up space on planet earth. I spent much of my twenties and thirties with that nasty bug you describe which is exhausting , when death seems to be the only option - I also had the manic bug which is equally exhausting but at least involves some action and excitement - I just wrote this on Virgo but probably too heavy for you to read now but may be of interest at some point - https://callystarforth.substack.com/p/who-is-virgo
probably that apologising for yourself thing goes hand in hand with the depression virus, I have spent most of my life believing I had no right to take up space on planet earth. I spent much of my twenties and thirties with that nasty bug you describe which is exhausting , when death seems to be the only option - I also had the manic bug which is equally exhausting but at least involves some action and excitement - I just wrote this on Virgo but probably too heavy for you to read now but may be of interest at some point - https://callystarforth.substack.com/p/who-is-virgo
Right there with you and it was a huge blessing to receive your words in my inbox last night!
I'm glad my words landed. I miss you, and let's catch up when the timing permits.
Thanks for sharing, there is so much healing in hearing others speak from that place of being human. Hugs from Minnesota